Sometimes it Feels
Sabtu, November 01, 2014 |
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Sometimes it feels like we are not meant to
be together. Sometimes it feels like your right place is on the umpteenth-mountain-you-already-climb,
sipped a cup of tea or some coffee, and sharing cold smile with someone else, instead
of arguing with me about the best burger in town.
Sometimes it scares me if ‘the day’ arrives
and our time is up and you are no longer with me. Sometimes it scares me if ‘the
day’ comes and there are no more us and I just crushed my heart into pieces
when I woke up, again. Sometimes it scares me if ‘the day’ scolds at me,
gently, reminds me that you are not mine anymore.
Sometimes it feels like that should not be
you, the person I can talk with for hours about how my day turns to blue
lately, or about every single part of my favorite movie, or about different
things. Sometimes it feels like you are not the right person whom I can laugh
with when we saw Andovi’s video randomly like we used to.
Sometimes it feels like you are not trying
as well as I did. Sometimes it feels like you let me to fight for us, alone. Sometimes
it feels like you are not the person I used to know, and I constantly scold at
you to keep on being the old you, instead of trying my best to understand and
accept the new you. Sometimes it feels like you are the most selfish man in the
whole universe and me, only the tiniest part of your unimportant stuff.
Sometimes it feels like I am not sure that
you are the best man I am going to marry with, the right man I am going to
spend my life with, the only one I am going to grow old with. Sometimes life
full of uncertainty, and so did my heart.
Sometimes it feels like you never convince
me about your feelings, about yourself as mine, about us.
Sometimes it feels like I am not the one
for you.
Sometimes it feels like you are going to
lose me, soon.
And I am going to hurt myself, again.
Yogyakarta, 31 Oktober 2014
‘kalau dia di Jogja, aku yakin kamu akan
terlalu sibuk mencerewetiku, kapanpun.’
maka, aku akan meminta terbaik untuk
kita—aku dan kamu, pun dia.
23 COMMENTS
sometimes you feel lonely, because no one cares with you.
BalasHapusyah, terkadang hidup itu nggak semulus apa yang kita fikirkan sih. percaya aja, kalo semua ini memang yang terbaik dariNya. yang mungki, saat ini, diri kita belom bisa menerima semua itu dengan lapang dada.
nope. ngga berpikir berlebihan kok. kadang-kadang apa yang ada cuma butuh dikeluarkan aja, sedikit-sedikit hehehe.
HapusHahaha, kadang-kadang gue harus butuh waktu lama baca yg pake bahasa ginian. Lu harus yakin, bahwa gak semua yang terbaik buat lu itu selalu ditunjukkan Tuhan, banyak banget pasangan yang bahagia dari awal kisah yg sama kek lu. Kuncinya jgn samakan cerita cinta kita seperti FTV, karena itu hanya fiktif belaka.
BalasHapusHehehe at least berhasil memecahkan artinya, kan? Iya, udah sensei banget nih Pangeran Wortel yang ini.
HapusHehehe at least berhasil memecahkan artinya, kan? Iya, udah sensei banget nih Pangeran Wortel yang ini.
Hapussometimes i feel .... bingung untuk mengomentari tulisan yang bagus seperti ini, walau gue engga sepenuhnya mengerti tapi gue mau bilang ini penuh penghayatan :'D
BalasHapusHehehe terima kasih, Dimas!
HapusAlhamdulillah masih ngerti 40%lah artinya,,,:3
BalasHapusmetyaw :3
HapusAnd sometimes, questions are more important than answers =)
BalasHapushahaha so did the facts.
HapusMata mendadak @@ pas liat bahasa inggris hhe
BalasHapusPadahal tulisannya pendek, tapi berhubung bacanya subuh2, jadi berasa ngebaca kitab sansakerta, berat banget hhe
hehehe yaudah kalo udah siang dibaca ulang ya.
Hapusbener-bener,... ingin belajar bahasa inggris... kapan ya saya bisa nulis bahasa inggris kayak kak Asma ini?? salut deh..
BalasHapusseperti saya yang salut baca postingan bahasa Arabnya Mas Makruf hehehe
Hapusaduh full english
BalasHapusmudah2an gw gak salah ngartiin. ini maksudnya masih enggak yakin sama pasangan ya?
eh rahasia dong, Om :p
HapusAnjir, keren, bisa nulis post dengan Bahasa Inggris. Jujur, gue baca ini translate dulu di google. Walaupun translate-nya suka ngaco. Wkwk. :D
BalasHapusKalimatnya artinya keren-keren. Bacanya gue jadi gimana gitu.. :')
hmm ini antara google translate yang ngaco atau emang bahasa Inggrisku yang masih payah ya hahaha.
Hapus"Sometimes life full of uncertainty, and so did my heart"
BalasHapusit'ts so true for me :))
:))
HapusKadang- kadang lo juga harus buat pembaca ngerti sama apa yang lo tulis. Gue orang yang gak begitu paham bahasa inggris, translate ini di gugel juga berantakan. Makanya komen gue gak jelas. Fiuh
BalasHapushehehe bahwasanya masih banyak postingan lain yang lebih jelas dari ini (atau sama-sama ngga jelas, ya?).
HapusHello, there! Welcome to harianiseng. Have you travel around here a lot, and get lost? Make sure to pay a visit later! Love.